Here we go again…
For me school starts tomorrow and I have no idea what I’m going to do. Sure I bought my supplies and stuff so technically I’m ready but psychologically I’m not. During summer I spent most of my time in my room staring at a blank wall thinking how can I change this year? Personally, I fear change as it makes me insecure about what other people might think of the change I made but eventually I’ll have to face the music one way or another. I’m growing up in all sorts of way and no matter how hard I try to hide them, I’m going to have to deal with the changes my body makes physically and mentally. But what about other things, such as the way I wear my hair? I’m not obligated to change that so why do it? Still, I’ve always been eager to do all sorts of things to my hair but then comes the part where I have to show up to school in a different hairstyle where everyone will be staring at me. I just despise the look they give me, are they confused? Maybe shocked? Or even jealous? I guess I will never know for sure what they’re thinking unless I’m some kind of mind reader – which would be awesome! So basically, I can’t wait to go to university and start a new chapter of my life where hopefully I won’t worry about what people think of me as much. Anyways, I’m just here to talk.
“Those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything.”
― George Bernard Shaw